Bundle of Support

One day you and i will sit together to compare how lives have went by

was it happy,was it sad

was it adventurous,was it that bad.

what could have been different, 

what could have changed,

 but will i t matter then,

or will it be lame.

i don't have a patience till then, 

so i will share it now,

judge on how my life went by,

and tell me what was wrong and how.

but before you do that,

let me just ask u straight,

please be gentle with the criticism,

for all you know it may make my heart break.

i know i have made mistakes,

i know they have hurt u and more,

but  those have taught me something,

and made me change from the core.

i learnt alot through myself and u,

you were the pillar i always had,

although i made u smile alot,

i know i often made u extreme mad.

thank you mother for standing by,

for you alone were the strength in life,

yes i had other as important as you,

but none matched your capabilities as mother and wife,

you forgave all my mistakes,

and gave me all the love,

i know how much it hurt you,

but it helped me raise all above.

all i can say is sorry,

for whatever time i have let you down,

i love you mother and i hope you know it well,

wanted to keep you happy and not bring a frown.